it’s so crazy to me how we met online playing a video game. (gta5 to be exact) you heard me yelling on the mic, raging and killing everyone that i came across. you drove up to me in your little sports vehicle and asked me if i needed help. of course at the time i killed you right off the bat because that’s how i am, i kill everyone and everything on games. you told me, “it’s okay i want to help you don’t kill me.” i then thought okay, why not? i got in your vehicle, we drove off and that’s how it all began. we started messaging each other and playing every day and night. i know we all think you can’t fall in love with a person that you’ve never seen before or met in person but you truly can. there was just something about you that had me hooked. you’re interesting. you’re funny. you’re smart. you’re... different. i always think if i just didn’t get on gta5 that day i would’ve never met you. when you truly love someone you get these feelings inside of you, and i swear i haven’t felt these feelings in years. but when i text you, when i talk to you over the phone, when we finally met each other i had those feelings inside. i haven’t felt truly happy like this in quite some time. you light me up. you’re special to me. i never get tired of talking to you. you are the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. you can make me smile without trying, you effect my emotions with every action of your own. i can’t explain with words how much you mean to me, but you’re the only one i’m afraid of losing and the one i want to keep in my life. there is so much more that i can say but i just want to thank god for blessing me with you. you’re so beautiful, so kind, and so loving nestor. i am extremely lucky and grateful to be yours. i love you.